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my last entry [Jun. 11th, 2004|02:51 pm]
[Current Mood |pissed, hurt, mad, crushed]
[Current Music |good charlotte: hold on]

this is my last entry. i had enuff of all the mean comments ppl hav been writing. i sick of all this, and i just cant take it n-e more. fuck u all, especially that anonymous person whose writing really messed up things about me. well good bye and dont bother commenting on this cause i dont fucking care.
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1st entry in a while [Jun. 10th, 2004|12:00 am]
[Current Mood | flirty]
[Current Music |blink-182: miss you and feeling this]

well i kno i havent been writing. but its just that i been going through a depression thingy, until last night ne wayz. :) if u really kno me, u'd kno wut i'm talking about. and if u really really kno me than u'll kno wut happened last night ;) well other than those 2 things my life is pretty freaking boring and pretty freaking depressing, with a little bit of happy-ness. well thats it gotta go l8rz ppl. muahz!!!!!!!!!!
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EVERY THING SUX!!!!!!!! [May. 22nd, 2004|09:01 pm]
[Current Mood | depressed]
[Current Music |britney spears: everytime]

hey, well every thing hasnt going so well for me for awhile. i've been sick and some of my friends havent been talking to me and some are hiding things from me and others forget i even exsist. i dont kno wut to do ne more. i'm tired of having my "friends" talk behind my bac, or just plain forget about me. i h8 it :( and it not only my friends its my family too. i'm am so ready to leave this place. i just wanna go far away even 4 a little while, just to get away from every 1 and thing. i just need to get away from it all :'( sorry i gotta go! oh bye the this is how i'm described by my birth month:
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
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hey ppl [May. 18th, 2004|11:11 pm]
[Current Mood | sleepy]
[Current Music |black eyed peas: hey mama]

hey. nothing really interesting happened to me today (lik usual). but i was happy all day. i'm never happy in skool. the reason i was happy all day was because i got a message from my friend "g" and it was so cute. ppl were wondering y I was happy and smiling. (only cause i never smile in skool unless its a funny situation. oddly i didnt think ne one would notice, i always hide my emotions.) so i told some of them about him. they all awed (girls, y must they awe?). well that was my day. my so called life!
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My Freaky and Weird Dream [May. 16th, 2004|02:33 pm]
[Current Mood | confused]
[Current Music |rob zombie: living dead girl]

dude i had the weirdest dream last night. it felt so real. it was lik me and this guy, we were alwayz hanging out, but i never saw his face. ne wayz, we would alwayz have fun doing stupid shit and then one day (i could tell it was a different day cuz i had on different clothes), this guy kisses me. it was weird it was lik the perfect kiss, the one i alwayz wanted. i'm just pissed cause i nevr gotta c this guys face. but he did have an awesome personality. he was funny and sweet and passionate and fiery and basically a kick ass kool guy. it kinda freaks me out tho, cause every time i hav a dream that feels real, it winds up coming true. but i wanna kno who the guy is gonna be. i'm thinking it either a guy i hav a crush on and i just realize i lik him, or i t could be a guy i never met but will eventually meet. i'm guess it might be the 1st one cause its seemed, in the dream, that i knew him pretty well. ne wayz just comment and let me kno what u think about the dream, it coming true one day, and the mystery man. laterz
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2004|01:38 pm]
[Current Mood | amused]
[Current Music |HOOBASTANK: the reason]

hey hey ppl. well i didnt go to skool for 2 days but its ok i get a 4 day weekend . but it 1:39 and i'm tired. i was talking to this guy till lik 1:30 in the morning. it was cool tho. we talked about stupid stuff, and cars, cartoons, and how much of a loser we both r. he seem pretty kool and he is so much fun to talk to. well thats all i gotta say right now. well l8rz!! MUAH!!!!!!!!!!! :-*
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my kittie [May. 12th, 2004|04:08 pm]
[Current Mood | chipper]
[Current Music |new found glory: catalysis]

well i got a kittie yesterday, and i finally thought of a name 4 her. her name is *mensa*, which is spanish 4 silly. which she is. and dangerous, she already clawed me several times. omg does that hurt. well gotta go so l8r.
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wa wa wa [May. 11th, 2004|02:36 pm]
[Current Mood | sad]
[Current Music |none]

i just got home from skool and i'm depressed. the only pet i had, my duck howard, was dead when i got home. my brothers husky, ivy, killed it. and my day was going so well today. i'll write back l8r.
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my day [May. 10th, 2004|04:31 pm]
[Current Mood | ditzy]
[Current Music |incubus]

well lets c:
periods-
1: i was late as usual, i walked meilani to her class so i had an excuse this time. um we finished that short story we were reading and did an assignment. thats about it.
2: developed a picture of briana's boobs...... i mean of the pins on her bacpack. and to talked to vanessa bout prom.
3: i'm still painting a self portrait. it looks lik shit. my army pants were so ugly. the only thing i lik about it is the concept i came up with to go with the picture. since i look depressed in the picture, i decided to make it look lik i killed some1. but i couldnt draw a dead body in the picture, so i put blood red stains on the wall behind me. it made it look lik i wiped blood on the walls. that the f***ing best part of the whole thing.
4: math. need i say more.
5: ah, art yet again. only i didnt so ne thing in this class. i was supposed to finish my stain glass but there was no more sotter left to finish it. so i helped hellen with her silk painting. BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6: lunch. it sucked cause lauren wrote a note to chris and she told me to read it. she was gonna break up with him and when i went to the lunch line lauren came with me and chris walked up to ashley and said "she's gonna break up with me isnt she?" ash didnt say a word and chris started to cry. lauren got upset and went o guidence and ash spent the whole rest of the day with chris. it was a pretty disturbing site.
7: well i didnt go in on time (lik usual), and i was talking to kev and teri. it was fun they asked me how the prom was and i told them. i really need to hand wit kev more.
8: gym. nothing interesting
9: chem chem. i had a test. i h8ed it it sucked. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!
thats my so called life!
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PROM [May. 8th, 2004|10:58 pm]
[Current Mood | sleepy]
[Current Music |korn: freak on a leash]

everything was fine and then i got tired of hanging with couples so i sat alone at the table. then in the middle of it, andrew literally picked me up and threw me on the dance floor and made me do the cha cha slide and dance to cotton eyed joe. it was fun. then i was talking to this kid at my table, jack, and he asked me what was wrong and said that i looked pathetic sitting alone at a table. but i told him that i was fine and then he said i looked sad, really sad. he was trying to cheer me up and it worked. he was dancing and doing weird things and spazzed out when he ate lemon slices. it was great. he made me laugh. the he went to dance with a friend of his and i cup of pina colada fell on my dress. then jack came back and that lil jon and yin yang twins' song came on and he asked me to dance, i willing went. he got mad at me for not moving on the dance floor. then we went back to the table and he sat next to me and we started talking about stuff. then meilani and mike sat at the table and were making-out in front of me.
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everything was fine and then i got tired of hanging with couples so i sat alone at the table. then in the middle of it, andrew literally picked me up and threw me on the dance floor and made me do the cha cha slide and dance to cotton eyed joe. it was fun. then i was talking to this kid at my table, jack, and he asked me what was wrong and said that i looked pathetic sitting alone at a table. but i told him that i was fine and then he said i looked sad, really sad. he was trying to cheer me up and it worked. he was dancing and doing weird things and spazzed out when he ate lemon slices. it was great. he made me laugh. the he went to dance with a friend of his and i cup of pina colada fell on my dress. then jack came back and that lil jon and yin yang twins' song came on and he asked me to dance, i willing went. he got mad at me for not moving on the dance floor. then we went back to the table and he sat next to me and we started talking about stuff. then meilani and mike sat at the table and were making-out in front of me. <on thursday and friday meilani said i should date mike and i was considering it and then, that happened.> i was pissed at her, so i laid on a couple of chairs, and started to talk to jack again. he was trying to eat the lemon slices in one bite lik i do but he kept spazing out. i needed that cheering up. and i talk to him till the clock hit midnight and the prom was over. i told him that i guess i would see him in skool monday, he said i guess. we said our good-byes and i left happy. then i saw him leaving and i saw him getin to the trunk of a truck and i was laughing my ass off, i was so funny. then me ash andrew and mike stayed at ash's house and watched tv till 3am and then fell asleep. thats all that happen at prom in my point of view. well i do hope i see jack in skool, he's a really cool, funny, nice guy and he's kinda cute too. thats all 4 now. l8r!
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(no subject) [May. 4th, 2004|04:50 pm]
[Current Mood | devious]
[Current Music |usher: yeah]

well i didnt patch things up with tyler yesterday but i dont care n-e more. but i did get pissed off at him again today, i didnt talk to him at all today. well tyler never sits at my table n-e more, but i was told that today when i was in guidence that tyler actually sat at my table and sat in my seat! i'm wondering does he always do this when i'm not here? he better not i am seriously gonna kick his ass. i mean it, one of these days i'm gonna fucking hurt him. and i dont care wut ne 1 says about it, especially kitty. but i believe that wut ever u do to some one will come back times 3, and since tyler did this to me i hope something bad happens to him, something really really bad!!!!!
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(no subject) [May. 3rd, 2004|03:14 pm]
trying to work things out with tyler right now bbl
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My Pain [May. 3rd, 2004|02:34 pm]
[Current Mood |hurt]
[Current Music |good charlotte: hold on]

today was fine until i got to lunch 6th period. i was on the lunch line with my friend ashley and we were standing behind tyler. well tyler was hugging, laughing with, and poking ashley and i'm left out. i mean he used to do those things with me. anywayz i felt really bad he is supposed to be my friend, and he is ignoring me. i started to cry. when ash and i sat down she asked me y i thought tyler was mad at me. i told probably about the kitty thing but i said sorry 10,000,000,000 times and 2 weeks ago he acted lik we were kool so i really didnt kno y he was mad at me. she told me that he said that because he wanted me to feel ok about everything that happened between me and him. i was fine with him being mad at me but he didnt have to lie to me lik that. y would he lie to me lik that? if tyler is reading this i hope he knows how much pain he caused. i hav a huge scar on my arm because of the pain he put me through. he says he doesnt lik to the cause of when someone hurts themselves, well he is the cause of y i did it. i mean he was the 1st friend i made this year that cared about me and he did this to me, all because of some stupid thing i said when i wasnt in a good mood. he doesnt understand y i said that either. i hate him so much. i hate him, and i hate kitty. i dont get whats the big deal with her n-e wayz. g2g l8r.
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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2004|04:39 pm]
[Current Mood | depressed]
[Current Music |good charlotte: screamer ; linkin park: nobody's listening]

hey today was ok and then it totally sucked. i actually started crying on the bus and my friend alana saw me crying and she got kinda scared. only b/c she never seen me cry b4. she wanted to kno what was wrong but i cant discuss it right now. all i can say is that i'm really really depressed and i'm about to cry again so i g2g. leave comments or w/e g2g bye. :'(
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i wanna see wut u kno [Apr. 27th, 2004|06:28 pm]
[Current Mood | confused]
[Current Music |meilani's voice over the phone]

do me a favor?... answer these questions about me:

+ basics
1. My name: >
2. Where did we meet?: >
3. Take a stab at my middle name: >
4. How long have you known me?: >
5. How well do you know me? >
6. Do I smoke?: >
7. Do I believe in God?: >
9. My age?: >
10. My birthday?: >
11. Hair color?: >
12. Eye color? >
13. Am I tall or short or average?: >
14. Do I have any siblings?: >
15. Have you ever had a crush on me?: >
16. Have you ever been jealous of me?: >
17. Who am I in love with?: >
18. What is one of my favorite things to do?: >
19. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?: >
20. What's your funniest memory of me?: >
21. What's my favorite type of music?: >
24. Do you look up or down on me... as a person?: >
26. Am I a leader or a follower?: >
27. Am I shy or outgoing?: >
28. Can you picture me dancin'?: >
30. Would you say I am funny?: >
31. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules? >
32. Do I have any special talents?: >
34. Would you consider me a friend?: >
35. Would you call me preppy, slutty, a homie, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, nobby, or something else (say what it is)?: >
36. Have you ever seen me cry?: >
37. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be? >
38. What is your favorite thing to do with me?: >
39. Do I drink alcohol?: >

40. Do I do drugs?: >
41. Have I ever been there for you?: >
42. Am I fun to be with?: >
43. Am I smart?: >
44. Do ya luv me?: >
45. Name one way I have changed your life or made an impact in it: >
46. Would you kiss me?: >
47. Would you go out with me if I asked you?: >

+ Would you:
Hug me? >
Miss me if I was gone?
Listen to my problems?
Hug me if I cried?
Be a good friend? >
Ever go out with me? >
Kiss me ((Really))?

+ how well do you know me?
Do I have siblings? (Age and name):
Who is my best friend?
Who am I crushing on/dating?
Favorite color? >
Lucky number? >
What is my worst subject? >
Best subject? >
Favorite animal? >
Favorite sport? >
Favorite Tv Show? >
Favorite song? >
Favorite music group?
Favorite past time? >
Who Am I? >
What Tv Star do I most remind you of?
What song would you give to me?
What famous person do I most resemble?

+ If you could
>Give me a new name it would be....?
>Hook me up with someone it would be...?
>Do one thing with me it would be....?
>Drop me one piece of advice it would be...?
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A long survey [Apr. 26th, 2004|07:01 pm]
[Current Mood | bored]
[Current Music |linkin park: easier to run]

(1) Your gender: girl
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: .......bi-ish
(3) Single?: duh
(4) want to be?: idk
(5) Your birth day: oct. 10
(6) Age you act: very young
(7) Age you wish you were: 18
(8) Your height: 5' 1"
(9) The color of your eyes: brown
(10) Happy with it?: yea
(11) The color of your hair?: black/blue
(12) Happy with it?: yea.... sorta
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: righty
(14) Your living arrangement?: mom, bro, bro's woman, grandma
(27) Your family: ^^^^^^^^^^
(29) What's your job: dont have one
(30) Piercings?: my ears
(31) Tattoos?: nope
(32) Obsessions?: some
(35) Do you speak another language?: spanish.... a little
(36) Have a favorite quote?: ummm... maybe
(37) Do you have a webpage?: no

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it

(38) Do you live in the moment?: yes.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: no not always
(40) Do you have any secrets?: yeah
(41) Do you hate yourself?: all of the time
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: yea
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: a few
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: i dont get complimented
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "Millie pimps the world"
(46) What's your biggest fear?: losing my bizket, my midget, my andrew and my other friends
(47) Can you sing: yea
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: when i'm bored
(49) Are you a loner?: no
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yea
(52) Are you a daredevil?: damn straight
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yea
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: idk... probably aggressive
(55) Have you got a ?: huh...lol
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: i hav a few weaknesses, not alot of strength
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself? i would make my self prettier
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: creativity or love
(59) How do you vent?: cry, listen to music
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: around ppl
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: nope
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: not really
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: not sure of ne
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: nothing
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: no
(67) Are you confident?: sorta
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: GIR from invader zim
(69) Do people know how you feel?: no
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: idk

DO YOU...

(71) Smoke?: no
(72) Do drugs?: no
(73) Read the newspaper?: no
(74) Pray?: no
(75) Go to church?: no
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: yea
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yea
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yea
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: no
(80) Drive?: no
(81) Like to drive fast?: ehh
HAVE YOU EVER...

(82) Liked your voice?: sometimes
(83) Hurt yourself?: yea
(84) Been out of the country?: no
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: idk
(86) Burped?: yea
(87) Been unfaithful?: no
(88) Been in love?: no not yet
(89) Done drugs?: no
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: no
(92) Had a surgery?: no
(93) Ran away from home?: no, but ive wanted to
(94) Played strip poker?: no not yet
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no
(97) Been picked on?: oh hell yea
(98) Been on stage?: yes.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: yea, but will never attempt it
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yea
(103) If yes, what is your record?: 2 days
(104) Gone one day without food?: yea
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: no
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: no
(107) Slept all day?: yea
(108) Killed someone?: no
(109) Made out with a stranger?: no
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: no!!!!!!
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yea
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(114) Been betrayed?: i dont remember
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yea
(116) Broken the law?: no
(117) Met a famous person?: yea
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
(146) Stolen anything?: yea
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: no
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: no
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: no
(150) Considered religious vocation?: no
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no.
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes!

CLOTHES and other fashion

(154) Shoe brand?: doesnt matter.
(155) Brand of clothing?: dont care.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: wut ever smells good
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: wut ever i feel lik, w/e is comfy
(159) Wear hats?: yea
(160) Judge other people by their clothing?: no
(161) Wear make-up?: yea
(162) Favorite place to shop?: n-e where
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my red fishnet shirt and my lace skirt
(164) Are you trendy?: i dont think i am
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: wouldnt bother me

BELIEFS

(166) Believe in life on other planets?: yea
(167) Miracles?: yea
(168) Astrology?: no
(169) Magic?: yea
(170) God? : no
(171) Satan?: no
(172) Santa?: no
(173) Ghosts?: yea
(174) Luck?: sometimes
(175) Love at first sight?: yea
(176) Yin and Yang?: sorta
(177) Witches?: yea
(178) Easter bunny?: no.
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yea
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: no
(181) Do you wish on stars?: once or twice


LOVE, and all that

(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no
(183) Do you remember your first love?: my first crush: cleatus selden
(184) Still love him/her?: no, he is a huge jerk now
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: no
(186) What do you find romantic?: idk
(187) Turn-on?: nice, eyes, lips , sweet.
(188) Turn-off?: does drugs, becomes a jerk around friends
(189) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: sometimes
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: weird
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: b4
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: yeah
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yea
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: personality
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: attitude
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: a linkin park shirt
(208) Are you in love?: no
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: i dont hav 1
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: look and say hi

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

(211) That haunted you?: idk
(212) You wanted to kill?: annoying ppl.
(213) That you laughed at?: joshy green
(214) That laughed at you?: every 1
(215) That turned you on?: idk
(216) You went shopping with?: my bro
(217) That broke your heart?: no 1
(218) To disappoint you?: mom
(219) To ask you out?: mike desz
(220) To make you cry?: jeff ing
(221) To brighten up your day?: dolores and meilani and ashley
(222) That you thought about?: meilani whitfield
(223) You saw a movie with?: mia campos
(224) You talked to on the phone?: meilani whitfield and mike desz
(225) You talked to through IM?: chris ponzo
(226) You saw?: mom
(227) You lost?: jason lomeli
(229) You thought was completely insane?: every 1
(230) You wanted to be?: me
(231) You told off?: no 1
(232) You trusted?: meilani and ashley
(233) You turned down?: mike desz

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU

(234) Smiled?: 2 days ago
(235) Laughed?: earlier
(236) Cried?: last night
(237) Bought something?: last week
(238) Danced?: today
(239) Were sarcastic?: when am i not sarcastic
(240) hugged someone?: friday
(241) Talked to an ex?: wednesday
(242) Watched your fave movie?: last night
(243) Had a nightmare?: idk
(245) Talked on the phone?: today.
(246) Listened to the radio?: 3 days ago
(247) Watched TV?: right now
(248) Went out?: yesterday
(249) Helped someone?: idk
(250) Were mean?: friday
(251) Sang?: right now
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: 2 months ago
(253) Said "I love you"?: every day
(254) Missed someone?: today
(255) Fought with a family member?: few weeks ago
(256) Fought with a friend?: never
(257) Had a serious conversation?: not recently
(258) Got drunk?: idk
(259) Had sex?: never
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(no subject) [Apr. 21st, 2004|08:01 pm]
[Current Mood | happy]
[Current Music |blink-182: miss you]

by the way i forgot to mention that, i think that me and matchbox203ib made up. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is one of my best friends and i'm glad i get to talk to him again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love him lik a brother. ne way thats all i wanted to say. byeeeeeeee
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Hey [Apr. 21st, 2004|06:57 pm]
[Current Mood | sleepy]
[Current Music |the darkness: i believe in a thing called love]

i kno i havent been on in a while but i've been busy, sry. these r the only three questions i hav received from the people who read my journal:


mansonite1
2004-04-17 12:23

Uhhhhhhh...sorry for not talking to you....

What is your dream career and why?
What is the craziest thing you've ever done?
What band's lyrics do you think relate to you the most and can you name some of the lyrics?



puertoricangoth
2004-04-17 14:53

my dream career would to be a photographer or a singer, b/c i love to sing and take pics.

the craziest thing i've ever done is probably coming up with the plan to kiss all my guy friends b4 i graduate.

the band lyrics that probably describes me is linkin park's numb lyrics. b/c i feel alot around my mom and other ppl and i dont kno how to get the feeling to go away.
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stuff [Apr. 14th, 2004|03:45 pm]
[Current Mood | blah]
[Current Music | nothing right now]

sorry i havent been writing but i hav skool tomorrow and i've been trying to make up work. ne wayz:


want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.

Ask me anything you want.

Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
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Just a survey [Apr. 11th, 2004|08:41 pm]
[Current Mood | frustrated]
[Current Music |backstreet boys: show me the meaningof being lonely]

*. . . W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . .*

1) pierce your nose or tongue? nose
2) be serious or be funny? funny
3) drink whole or skim milk? whole milk

* . . . A R E Y O U . . .*

4) simple or complicated? dont care

* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *

5) flowers or angels? neither
6) grey or gray? both
7) color or black-and-white photos? both, but i lik b/w alittle better
8) lust or love? love
9) sunrise or sunset? sunset
10) M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms
11) rap or rock? both
12) staying up late or waking up early? staying up late
15) eating apples or oranges? apples

* . . . A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . . *

16) Do you have a crush? yes
17) Who is it? not telling

* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *

18) being hot or cold? cold
19) tall or short members of the opposite sex? either
20) sun or moon? moon
21) emeralds or rubies? dont really lik jewels
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 1 best friend
24) sun or rain? rain
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate
26) boys or girls? both
27) green beans or carrots? carrots

* . . . M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . . *

29) What is your biggest fear in the world? being alone 4ever
30) Kids or no kids? not sure
31) Cat or dog? cats
32) Half empty or half full? half empty
33) ketchup or mustard? ketchup
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? hard cover books
35) Newspaper or magazine? magazine
36) Sandals or sneakers? sneakers
37) Wonder or amazement? wonder
38) Red car or white car? red
39) Happy and poor or unhappy and rich? happy and poor
40) Singing or dancing? singing
41) Hugging or kissing? both
42) Corduroy or plain? plain
43) Happy or sad? both
44) Purple or green? green
45) Blondes or brunettes? idk either

* . . . A B O U T Y O U . . . *

What time is it? 8:55
Full name? mildred cherice suarez
Names and ages of siblings? nachi 27, josh 25, john 20
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? 16
Date that you regularly blow them out? oct. 10
Pets? 3 dogs

* . . . W H A T D O Y O U W A N T . . . *

Where do you want to live? far away from here
How many kids do you want? idk
What kind of job do you want? vocalist 4 my band (if i get 1)
Do you want to get married? idk yet

* . . . W H I C H I S B E T T E R . . . *

2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 4
Coffee or ice cream? coffee flavored ice cream
Shampoo or conditioner? conditioner
Bridges or tunnels? tunnels
One pillow or two? 2

* . . . W O R D A S S O C I A T I O N . . . * (first thing that comes to mind)

Rock? music
Green? frogs
Crying? me
Peanut? elephants
Roses? are red
Summer? bathing suits
Winter? snow

* . . . F A V O R I T E S . . . *

Salad dressing? italian
Color of socks? neon colors
Food? tacos
Toothbrush? soft
Alcoholic drink? vodka and orange juice
Non-alcoholic drink? root beer
Character? GIR from "invader zim"

* . . . R A N D O M Q U E S T I O N S . . .*

When was your last hospital check-in? 4 years ago
Where do you see yourself in 10 years? taking pictures for magazines
have you ever been convicted of a crime? no
What do you do most often when you are bored? listen to music or watch a dvd
Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest away from you? mei
Are you open minded? yup
Can you be in love with two people at the same time? its possible
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